I miss our conversations 

I’ve been thinking about someone who hasn’t been in my life for a long time now. 

Some people reading this will know who I mean and what they meant to me and what I lost when I lost them. You may even be reading this yourself. You know who you are if you are here.

Anyway I’ve been thinking about what we had together, and the thing I miss most is talking.

We would talk for hours about everything and anything.

So tonight I was sitting watching a program and it was talking about things in the news and it got me thinking about what would your/their opinion be on this?

That’s what I miss, having a friend that I can talk to and have I depth discussions about politics, religion, films, TV, life, love, the past, the future and the past.

There are people I can talk to now and I do but it’s not the same as the discussions that we used to have.

There was the other side to our relationship but that’s not what I miss the most.  

I miss my best friend.

I want you/her to know my daughter and to be part of her life. I want my daughter to know her namesake, to know the person that saved me, to know the person who was there for me, who seen me at my worst and pulled me back from the brink.

I want my daughter to know the kindest and most caring person I’ve ever met.

I want my daughter to have you/her as a role model in life. Someone to aspire to be like.

Someone she can look up to.

I want her to know the person, without who, she wouldn’t be here.

I don’t know if I’ll ever have someone in my life like that again.

I wish I had never lost you/them not for any other reason than I miss my friend.

I miss having that one person who I can talk to about anything and everything and have absolutely no fear, someone I can be completely open with.

I guess that’s something that I’ll just not have again in my life.



7 Comments Add yours

  1. god. This is so heart-rending and so true! To have that magical relationship and to lose it…. oh, my heart! ))hugs(( my friend from across the ocean.

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    1. There are very few things in this world more painful than losing a friend

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      1. In my experience, the only thing I’ve found harder is the loss of my son.

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        1. God, I can’t even contemplate that kind of loss or pain

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          1. Nor I…. and yet I live it every single day. But we hold our heads up and keep going, don’t we?

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            1. It’s the only thing to do

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  2. Cyranny says:

    Hugs Giant… xx

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