Mirth? Eh…. No (pt2)

Update on my mirthless post from earlier. I took the plaster off. Beware if you are squeamish

How can I stop the bad dreams?

It’s 2.25am I’m sitting on the couch because I’ve just been woken up by the little one screaming her heart out. She was sleeping peacefully then boom. I don’t know why? She seems to be in pain but nothing is hurting her. This is happening a lot and all I can think is that she…

What is Love?

Love is caring, Love is talking, Love is loss, Love is kind, Love is unyielding, Love is constant, Love is a promise, Love never leaves you, Love touches your soul, But most of all, Love makes life worth living, And Love is pain, Love lets you know that you are alive.

Dead End

It was a dark time, Life was overwhelming, There was nothing to keep going for, There was nothing but darkness, The light had faded from life, There was a void in my soul filled with nothing but strife, The job was sucking the life out of me, I couldn’t take much more, Everything was at…

Am I a good person? 

That question has been weighing on my thoughts tonight.  I’ve been talking to a friend who recently broke up with her boyfriend and there is a guy sniffing about already, I’ve told her to be careful as most guys will be after the one thing.  Its well established between us that I am not like…

You’re Torturing Yourself

You keep going back to the small place, Looking for something that’s not there, You won’t find any solace there, It’s time to move on. You’re doing nothing but torturing yourself, Wanting something that you just can’t have, You’re driving yourself into torment, Why are you doing this to yourself? You are a complete idiot,…

The sun hates me 

Today was the Galaday here and I got forced to go to take the little as it’s her first one  For those who don’t know a galaday is a thing that happens every year it’s for the kids in the primary schools and the have a Queen and her Court a parade through the town…

Overwhelming guilt 

I made a huge mistake today and the guilt is eating me up.  I was trying to cut the little ones nails and she moved and I took a huge chunk out of her thumb. The blood went everywhere and she was screaming. I have never panicked as much in my life. I feel so…

It’s happened again.

 Today has been a horrible day.  Back in November I threw my back out and could barley move.  Well yesterday it started getting sore again and low and behold this morning at 5:30am, after probably an hour and a half sleep,  I had to get up to go to the loo and it took me…

Times they are a changing – 19 Days

Yesterday was a day of good news, first off, I went the doctor and he gave me the all clear to go back to work. WOO HOO I’m no longer crippled and I’ll be getting paid again. Thank god. He is happy that I have recovered enough that I’m allowed to function again as normal…

Three Day Quote Challenge – The Grand Finale

I have been asked to partake in a 3 Day quote challenge by rhapsodyboho.wordpress.com and I wanted to thank her for thinking of me in this challenge. Thank you very much, and please be sure to circle back to my nominator’s blog to find more quotes. The rules are simple and short: Thank your nominator…

Three Day Quote Challenge – Day Two

I have been asked to partake in a 3 Day quote challenge by rhapsodyboho.wordpress.com and I wanted to thank her for thinking of me in this challenge. Thank you very much, and please be sure to circle back to my nominator’s blog to find more quotes. The rules are simple and short: Thank your nominator…